kau tetap KAWANKU

assalamuaalaikkum..

aku tidak pandai nak judge ape2 mengenai diri aku...

its ok if somebody will judge me..xkisah lar baik atau buruk...

its ok if somebody tell me i''m changed..

and i really hope that i have changed to positive things.

mintak maaf semua..

sesungguhnya aku ni bukan lar insan yang sempurna,

yang baik datang dari allah dan yg buruk tu datang dari kelemahan aku sendiri..

ape yang berlaku tetap dah pon berlaku..

aku percaya semua yang berlaku ader hikmah di sebaliknya..

memang bukan senang kita hendak lalui semua ini...

ini mungkin cabaran dan dugaan hidup kita...

ujian dari tuhan yang esa..

ujian supaya kita lebih matang maybe..

ujian supaya kita lebih mengingati yg esa..

sebenci mana kamu terhadap diriku 

sedalam mane kamu sayangkan diriku

seboleh mane kamu hendak lupakan diriku.

aku redha..

cuma satu aku ikhlas dengan kamu

sebelum.sekarang.akan datang

k.a.w.a.n tidak lebih dari itu..

ku harap kau faham maksudku yang selama ini aku cuba sampaikan

kau tetap kawanku

kudoakan kamu disana berjaya dalam mengharungi segala ujian atau musibah darinya

kuharap kita berdua semakin kuat dalam menempuh ujian yang kita sendiri tidak tahu..

insyallah.amin...

< KEHIDUPAN >

Assalamualaikkum..

Dah lame xupdated blog becoz banyak menda nak kena fikir dan settlekan dulu..

btw tetap lar updated sikit..actualy xder mood sgt nak updated tapi maybe dgn care cmni ley tolong aku skit kot..

alhamdullilah for the result..

tq for ma,abah,adik2,lecterurs dan kawan-kawan yang sentiasa menyokong dan memberi tunjuk ajar serta nasihat..

 its  not the main point..

actualy cuti dah nak habis,and aku tak nak balik melaka actly..

klu kira2 ader 2hari jer..

serius xnak balik..xthular,ikut hati nak tamat belajar sampai sini jer but xkan nak buat cmtuh lak..

biler fikir balik walau apepown jadi aku tetap kena balik and tetap kena teroskan perjuangan ni ..

ya allah..kuatkanlah aku dan sentiasa tabahkan aku..

berat lagi hati nak balik melaka biler tok sakit..arghh aku xsangop lar..

jrg on9 jrg berblogged sebb aku selalu ulang-alik balik kg.

tok..minta maaf hari sabtu atau ahad ni along kne balik dah..

xdapat nak gi umah tok dah..insyallah klu free kat melake hujung minggu along balik tengok tok..

mintak maaf semua, aku tulis bukan mahu meminta simpati cuma mahu mengurangkan aper yang aku rase dekat blogg ni..

cukup lar buat hari ni..salam semua ..

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The M.I.R.R.O.R

I look in the mirror and see a girl, Who is staring back at me.
I don't know who she is, Because she's not the girl I wanna be.
She puts a smile on, While inside she is falling apart.
She says, "I'm okay", As pain fills her heart.
She pretends not to care, As everyone slowly walks away.
She hides behind her mask, And pretends to be okay.
She is scared to open up, And call someone her best friend.
They all turn out the same, And never really care in the end.
She is scared to let people close, It always ends up as heartache.
She decides to trust someone, But it always ends up as a big mistake.
She feels like a stranger in her own home, Like she doesn't even belong.
She tries the best she can, But it always seems to be wrong.
She freezes up at the word "love", People throw it around too much.
Her muscles constrict, As she is afraid to be touched.
She has ideas for the future, Hopes and dreams of her own.
But she doesn't hold her breath, Because disappointment is all she has ever known.
She asks, "Why am I never good enough", "Why am I always second choice"? People tell her she's got to stand up for what she wants, She's got to find her own voice.
I know who I wanna be, It's all so much clearer.
But the fact of life is, I'm only the girl in the mirror.... 

from : me...ARY